Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Waking up alone


Toss and Turn
Toss and Turn
and I wake up to nobody
but I went to bed with somebody
was it all a dream
as I wake up screaming your name
sweat forms on my body
but I can't tell the difference between sweat and my tears.
Where did you go
was I not worth it to stay until the sunrise
You creep out in the middle of the night as if we were
some sort of one night stand
I wake up looking for your stuff but everything is gone
all that is left is an imprint of your head in the pillow
the same pillow I cried in
you left me
at that moment I felt like nothing
felt like you couldn't get away from me fast enough
felt like being with me that night was a past time.
do I allow you back in my bed to wake up to the same fear?

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