Which one?

What do you do when something you help built has become so casual. You don't
even recognize the friendship that is over taking the romance. You tried to put
the love back into it but u can't do it alone. You can't love alone and you
can't romanticism yourself and you can't bring it back to life yourself. Where did
the trying go. Where is the feeling of being proud to have me as a girlfriend.
Seems the idea of being close to me makes him nausea. Lets not mention the PDA
that is just forbidden. Don't do it, try n hold hands ends in a fake itch just
to have his hand released. Seems like the next convo that will happen is well I
think we should just be friends. Ummm what should be said to that when you see
it coming because the only romance that occurs is rough sex.... what about a
kiss, a hug any gesture of love. ... I say no to friends but what else do we got

Don't be selfish some relationship long to have the friendship you'll have.
The feeling of knowing that someone has you back that someone will be there for
you when you need them. Some relationship revolve only around themselves.
But yours has communication, understanding. Its just a shame that the communication
can not come full circle. Why can't both relationship be created as one strong movement.
Does the perfect relationship exist or are people fighting for a balance between love and friendship.