Boyfriend?

There is this gray area that has fell upon us
I know where we are and what we can be
but I don't know what to call you.
The title that has been stamped in my head you made me forget
so now as we rebuild us
I am still puzzled as to what us is
I would ask you but you don't seem to know
and I frankly just can't go along with the flow
this aint no over night success
This ain't no love that can be categorized as "talking to"
you are more than my boo,
this guy im feeling
you are the only imagine that comes across my mind when I think of husband
but now when someone mentions the word boyfriend
mind shots a blank
and my heart goes num.