I feel like these words will never utter my lips
because he doesn't wanna hear it
says it makes him sick
the thought of keep bringing it up
he says its "old news"
but it seems like that news come with more and more tear drops
every time I thinking about it.
Scared to leave his side
for feelings that I might be replaced.
The same guy I want to hold me and kiss me
done explored the throat of someone else.
Even a year later my eyes still swell from the thought of it.
Every time I see her face hate runs through my mind
hate for the fact that she had some part of me
some part of us
but fuck
us was left back in a draw
every time she entered the room
trying to become me.
And you let her
a commitment of five years
was vanished in two weeks
But yet a year later I am told to get over it
like fuck it
its done
but im still picking years out the garbage
wondering how much longer can I take this pain
Flashing images scares the marriage right out my heart
Fear clouds my head every day
How did I not see that storm coming
but the rain lives inside me
Even a year later
it strolls down my face
when I think about the love that was left to die
on that sudden day.
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