Thursday, October 29, 2009

Shelf

Every thing is so familiar as if it was this time last year all over again, but last time it was fact and I am just wishing that this time is fiction, but i honestly have no clue. Just because you want this to be different do not mean that they will be. I am a realist I can't live my life blind to the fact that history may be repeating itself. I have the same feelings. The same fear of touching the phone and unlocking secrets that my heart can't handle. The urge to see whats behind door number three. No need to ask because decoding a lie is not that easy. Getting into a defensive situation is not something I want, so my questions remain on the shelf. I would want to believe that word would be bond but once accreditation was losted once, its hard to get it back. But can I truly say that I like to refer to real facts but I have none. Is it that I like the idea of history to be repeated, maybe that will explain our downfall. But something has to be wrong because after one problem comes another and another.

I don't want to build a shelf of words untold, so what choice do I have because being bitter is not gonna work for me.

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