New Chapter!!

Can’t hate him cause I love him, I wish him happiness but wish it was with me. I can not pick the course that he wishes to travel on but I can love him no matter what. I need to figure out how to get the demons out my life and then worry about moving on. He helped show me a new side of myself, a self I actually respect. I also left a piece of myself because of him that I want to gain back. When I work on myself I hope he is done so we can continue. If he is not I will be grateful to have had the time to love myself and experience what true love is. I will search for love in a different way; sadly I will compare them to him because he showed me a prefect love. But my journey is not ended but beginning, this is just a new chapter of self love and growing self respect while dealing with the suppress demons inside of me.