Sunday, November 8, 2009

Roy Wrenn


Roy Wrenn where are you


my first true love I can not find, he is actually the reason I found E. E was something different than Roy someone more gentle, someone who seem to care about what I had to say and respect me for who I was. Roy had the power to make me weak, make me know love was real. I remember when I first saw him playing basketball and I told my cousin I liked him. He was 15 years old and I was only 12. I remember like yesterday when he got my number, my cousin had told him I like him and we exchanged numbers, he didn't have a pen so he told me to tell him my number and he would remember it. So one day when I got home from school the phone was ringing and it was him. I was so excited at the fact that he remember. I respected him because he never rushed me to have sex, in fact we had sex a year after we meet. We even had pet names he was kermit and i was Mrs. Piggy (oh how my mother hated that name. but she hated him more) He was one of those bad boys my mom warned me about but I didn't care because I liked him. On the relationship he controlled everything and I was cool with that. Long distance is what killed the relationship him moving to Reading in all, but everytime I hear you got it bad on a radio, I think of him. After not seeing him for 5 years I still wonder where he is and how he is doing. I know I made the right choice in leaving him alone and staying with Evans, but a part of me wants to close that chapter. By telling him how special he was to me and thanking him for being the first person to show me love. Now I have love to give to the man that is special to me. Roy Wrenn where ever you are I still remember the relationship we had and I wih you the very best.

2 comments:

Strength.. said...

wow ... this was unexpected. but for some reason i admire your longing to see him again, speak to him.

Lady_ Learner said...

I mean we didnt end on bad terms at all I wish him the very very best. I would speak to him if I knew how but I don't.